OOC: sobs because nobody is ever on during the times i can get on.
I have people here I find attractive but no crushes yet. Not really.
I get along with my Mother. I love her more than anything. I don’t really speak to my Dad, but I wish I could. I wish I could have a better relationship with him. I should hate him. With every fiber of my being, and I do dislike him- but he’s my Dad. I yearn for better circumstances with him. For him. And if he does have a change of being then I hope I can forgive him enough for all of the pain he caused to let him back in, even if just a tiny bit.
I…I don’t. I really like men, and I want my first time to be with one. I suppose if I happened to fall in love with a girl then yeah- maybe. But I’ve never fallen in love with one. It’s difficult to explain. The past suggests my whole attraction and attention being towards men, but I’m not completely close-minded. I just want love. Honestly. That’s all I want.
Thanks for the tip, Anon, but I’m rather weary of people. Although if the Campers here are all as nice as the few I’ve met I’m sure I’ll be able to come out a little more often.
